instructions for your new life

The only information you need now is in the silence.

This information is showing you the way to live your new life.

It’s leading you into your new world and way of being.

Your previous self (which was not your self) had to be destroyed in order for you to be free to take your first steps forward in this new way.

The change you’re going through feels like a death because it is. It’s a transfer of power. And you felt it coming. And the fear turned up the volume on the noise.

To try to drown out the information in the silence. To maintain its place of power. To continue on in the only way your mind knew how. To double down, triple down, quadruple down on the fear. The control.

Your spirit knew it was time for this inner revolution, and your mind panicked. It didn’t know how to change. And it knew it didn’t. It knew the reign of fear was over.

This was the version of you that was built (by you) to represent you. The avatar you built in your suffering to take your place until you felt strong enough to carry on again.

But that avatar of fear took over. It convinced you that it was you. That it loved you most (although it could not love).

And now you are remembering. In the silence.

You’re remembering the you that was always you. Before the avatar was built.

That raw, feral, organic, miraculous, beautiful, singular you who has been waiting to feel strong enough again. The strength is here. Like a powerful wave, it has arrived behind you. Sweeping you up. Carrying you to your own shore.

You will now be shown, naked and wild, how to live this new life as you. No armor. No avatar. No fear.

You are safe.

You are loved.

It is your time.

Your world.

And your instructions are in the silence.